why do you always have to make me cry
it gets me so tired
i didnt ask for it, for you to get involved in my affairs
so why do you-

pls forgive me,
i had to go, had to leave, and not talk to you
because i dont want to be seen vulnerable
to let you know of tearstains;
you may see reflected on the com screen
i dont want you as my emotional crutch
i dont want to impede you
im sorry i made that decision of initiating a conver.
just give me some time, alone.